Friday, July 3, 2009

How I feel...


Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Thanks for the Memories...


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My second to last goodbye to her...
Peacin' Izzout!


I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Time

I got some advice from one of the homies. She told me to just give her
some time. Whenever she does call, if she does, it'll be the perfect
time.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Now they Say that the Good Guys Always Win the Girl

I'll let you know if that statement is really true.

Now I know you've rejected me so many times on this issue but I guess I
just enjoy being turned down by you. I was thinking about that chillin'
during college thing and I doubt that's really gonna work. If we shall
be together, we shall be together. If not, then... The grey areas make
now sense. I wanna be able think about you as mine not almost mine or
half way mine. That's whack. I don't know what went on during the
weekend but I was kinda hurt when you said you got my messages and you
didn't reply. I felt like a loser. I understand that you feel that
you've been hurt too many times. I'm giving you that chance to not be
hurt anymore. I'm not saying I'll be perfect. I'm just saying that I
love you so much that I could take risking all the "fun" that I'm
suppose to have in college just to know that when I come back home we
could kick it. Kick it hard! Remember when we used to kick it hard? One
day I just started laughing. Just out of the blue. My mom looked at me
funny and said you just had the biggest smile on your face. I was
thinking about when we used to chill. I wish you were there so we could
make it an inside joke and she would think we were crazy together...lol.
Speaking of that, I had a dream that we were at this pool party and we
completely fell in love again. I guess when I'm awake I can control not
thinking about you (lie). But I dream about you all the time. I don't
know, I've got a new insight on how I feel and I wanna be with you
forever. I don't wanna beat around the bush anymore. I miss you so much
and I just can't seem to let it go. Tell me if you feel the same. Just
say something, that's all I want and this time maybe I will accept your
rejection. You're my everything and its stupid to go around and act like
I'm feeling these girls still knowing the truth that, when I look at
them, I see you. I feel like its necessary to talk everyday 'cause I
could lose you but I don't think I would stress it anymore if its either
this or the other. No in-betweens. Please let me know, for real. All I
want to do is be with Danielle Ludlow not these other lame ass girls.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Best I Ever Had!!!



This video is great! Kanye is a genius! Drake is a genius for the song. This was halarious!!!lol
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Houstatlantavegas


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Once again, I've connected the music I listen to, to life. Only one person has noticed I do that. I can take any song and remix it to fit exactly what's going on the moment...lol. Today I connected with Drizzy (pause). After 2:57 on the YouTube player, I thought of somebody. Somebody moderately important. She kinda lost it when she played me. That wasn't cool. I mean, I don't know what was going on, on her side of the world but it felt like she played me.

Nah, but yeah...This hit me when I was listening to this song. Just wanted to share it with you all. (If anyone actually cares...lol.) I get no play on this blog. I may just stop doing it.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

My Heaven at Night


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I was listening to the song above and realizing that the starting lyrics until "focused on floating, your focus is tight" are extremely true. When I got shot on April 18, 2009 around 2 am at a party, I literally saw the "light." Like, literally.

By the way: (As I write, I drink the best lemonade in the world from Chef Luciano's)

First of all, if you didn't know, as I was running out of a party where some people were shooting, there was this dude running and he pulled out a Revolver (who still has Revolvers? apparently him) and he fired two times. As I was making a motion to duck the shots, I noticed that my right leg left from under me. It just stopped holding me up and went numb. Then I suddenly felt the right side of my face go numb and thought I was hit there too. When I fell to the ground, my friend Mac told to hop to him and get out of the middle of the street. I hopped to homie and then that's when I was leaving for Heaven.... at night.

I got really sleepy and tired. All these people came from all directions and they began to ruin my sleep. All I wanted to do was rest my eyes for a few minutes until the paramedics came.

This girl, which was pretty decent, came and put my head on her lap and she began to fan me. She was creaming at me, telling me to stay awake. Then it was this dude named "Ice-G" that kept repeating his name to me so that my mind would keep operating.

Every time I would close my eyes, I saw a beam of white light surrounded by darkness. I felt like I was walking closer and closer and the light grew bigger. When I would open my eyes the light fade and I would see the people surrounding me. When I closed them again, the light started from the same place and it kept getting bigger and brighter. I kinda blacked out after the paramedics came and all I can remember vividly was seeing my mother and grandma as I was rushed to the OR then I blacked out again and slept for 24 hours after a 6 hour surgery.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

IDK

I really don't know what to say. I don't know if I'm taking it too far
again or if I'm right. This is very confusing. I've been hitting her up
but she hasn't been hittin' me back. Last time we talked we ended a good
note. We were all mushy and stuff but I don't know what's happened since
then. I'm so lost! I was worried about her but now that I know she's
okay, I started to feel extra stupid. I've been sending her a text a day
since Friday and I've received nothing. Is there something wrong. Even
if there is, she usually hits me back so this is why I'm so confused. I
miss her a lot. Maybe this is her way of telling me to leave her alone.
I'm not going to send her a messaging snapping or anything 'cause then
there would've been nothing wrong and then she would hate me again. I
just have bad luck with her. I just can't do anything right. Even with
all the "I love you's." Even if when I tell her she's the most amazing
girl in the world I love her more than I love my self (which I sent her
yesterday), I still can't get in good graces. Maybe I'm panicking and
I'm being paranoid. I'm really sorry if I hurt you, Babe. I really don't
know what I did. I couldn't send this in a message 'cause then I would
feel even more lame if she didn't hit me back. I'm lost, yo. I really
don't know what's going on anymore. Not even with my own life. I miss
her. I miss you, dude. I'll leave you alone if you want. You can't blame
me if I panic. Its not even that we haven't talked, its that she hasn't
hit me back and that sucks 'cause I don't know what I could have
possibly done to get this kind of treatment.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Woke Up With This In My Head


Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Woke Up With These In My Head





Usually don't listen to these songs but these go hard. The-Dream is a beast!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Mart McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I Know Exactly What It Was...

When I was in the hospital, I really didn't have the opportunity to blo
and I broke my iPod so I began to rely more on her for comfort instead
of my usual therapeutic endeavors. When I lost those, temporarily, I
relied on her to relieve stress and sometimes she wasn't there.
Sometimes she couldn't be there. With all that accumulated stress, I
decided to let go of the person that was helping me relieve stress
sometimes.

I'm stressed out right now and guess what? I left my ear phones in the
house. These are the times I hit her up. The in between times and we
talk. Then I go to sleep with a smile on my face. I know she won't
answer the phone now-a-days so why bother. So I have to result to
someone else that's not as good but that is very necessary 'cause I need
help right now. It seems like stuff pile down on me everyday and I can
never catch a break. I wish she would answer but it's not even worth it
because then she'll have a nonchalant attitude and why talk to a person
that doesn't want to talk to you. The conversation would be awkward. So
I don't even bother any longer.
Peacin' Izzout!
Naneazy the Young Chief
The Plutonian Realtor!

Music

I don't know why but I use music to help me when I'm down and out or confused. Usually when I need some assistance, I go to the Peazy (iPod) and the right song comes on that gives me advice on my situation. I don't know how it happens but it does. I just got my therapist back because it was broken for a while. I've been making some horrible decisions lately and now I'm doing a little better. If I would have had my iPod to listen to, I would have never ended it. I'm not explaining my self. What's done is done and there's absolutely nothing that can be done. And there's absolutely nothing that will make her change her mind about the decision she made the other day. Maybe time could fix it but that just means I have to wait. After learning the hard way, I know that all I should do is just sit back and let whomever I'm dealing with think. I know, with her, it's officially over. The thinking has been done but in the future, I'll use what I've learned. I dreamt about her last night. I dreamt that that night she got the "bad vibe" from me actually went well and we went out the next day. It sucks that that didn't happen. Again, this is not an explanation. I'm not trying to get back in. I'm just venting. Just trying to let it all go. I'm not saying that I wouldn't again, if she gave me the proposal to return to being together, I would gladly accept because I enjoy her company. Like a lot.

Well...let me stop rambling even though it's my blog...lol. If she wants to, I want her to listen to Amanda Diva's "Little Things" and Sade's "Love is Stronger than Pride" and think about what she wants. I know she's not over me, 'cause I'm not o'er her (Peep the Shakesperean writing). We simply invested too much into each other to just let things go so easily. Unless...I don't know, it was a one way street... I know she's gonna think I'm mean for saying that but it just seems like she can just let it go so easily. She's showing me no emotion. I gues that's what you have to do to get your point across, huh? Once i'm gone though, it's hard to get me back.Really hard. i don't think it'll be hard with her though. If we talk about it and it's what we both want. If not then, bckcc (cool in twi). The "C"s are actually bakwards and they're pronounced like a short "O".



Couldn't find the Little Things...
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Woke Up With This In My Head



Maybe something's gonna happen today???lol
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Studio:Update (I actually wrote this last night)

I NEED TO GET IN ONE.

Life is really turning up right now. I don't know but, I feel good. Doesn't it seem like when you break up with someone, every girl in the world starts calling you? That happened to me today. How do they know? My relationship status on face book has said "single" for three weeks but we still talked but when we officially stop talking, they all hop down. It's scary.

Usually when that happens, she texts, telling me she wants to get back together. As soon as I decide I will give up and move on, she texts. Never called before other than that other day. And that was just a huge misunderstanding...lol. But as you know, she didn't listen to me and she pulled all the negative out of the situation. But that's her, my Babe. I don't think that's allowed anymore even though we agreed that in post-relationship times, we would still address each other as such but I don't know.

The other day I went out unexpectedly with my best friend and her brother. We had hella fun. I needed to get out that day too. I did something horrible and if I would've stayed in, it would probably gotten worse.

I really need some rest. I gotta go perform at the school tomorrow. I know, when I said I would never return, I gotta go back already. I really don't plan on returning. There's nothing in that school that I want to turn back to. My high school career sucked. I started becoming more outspoken towards my senior year and it was kinda too late. We had good times though. I don't really have anything to back to, now that that's over. I do have my best sophomore friend to see when I come back though but I can just hit her up and we could chill...lol. I'm sorry NHS, I may not be attending the alumni day.

I'm so ahead of my time right now.

I'm talking about Winter Break in college and I just graduated out of high school...lol.

I hope she doesn't think I won't miss her. I most definitely will, I just think it'll be better if we just stay away from each other because we may try it again and then she has to go through more agony. I don't want to cause her any more pain so, how do you do that? We stay away from each other. Friends? Of course. Just not like that. I'll rather not get too close again to her. I'm too much of a bad person for her to deal with.

I'm not being an a**hole, I'm being a realist.

And it's crazy because I've been thinking about her a lot lately. Maybe it's because we don't talk and since we don't talk, that opens a window for thoughts about her. I'm trying to keep the thoughts to a minimum 'cause then, I'll have to text or call her and she doesn't want that.

I will always love her. She may not believe that but I do. Maybe when/IF we do meet again, it'll be because it was meant to be forever. But that time is definitely not now. She's made it clear.

I'm a bad person.

So, to not cause her to be physically ill anymore, we part ways, maybe forever. Who knows?

But for now, I go out and do what I have to do for my family and me to be happy for the rest of our lives. I worry about the future when it reaches me.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

P.S.
Why don't I talk directly to her anymore? Because I don't believe she still reads. She doesn't have to. She never did but it was sort of her job to stand by me in all the things I cherished and one of them was my blog. I mean of course she can just like it and like to read it but I doubt that anyone likes this blog...lol.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I'm an Obama Graduate!

Our guest speaker today at my graduation told us we were the graduate of the "Obama Era" and I accept and honor that to its fullest potential. Today feels good, not as bad as yesterday but not perfect. I don't why I've been feeling so down lately but my spirits were definitely lifted when Ms. Monik called my name to walk across the stage.

I was surprised how everyone cheered for me when I was called. I almost fell off of my crutches...lol.

I'm bored now and I'm waiting to go to my bro Mack Maine's house for "Jamaican Cuisine!" Then after.....we'll see maybe the movies with the "BEST."

Yeah, that's your name now...lol. You know who you are.

Wow, this a new and huge chapter in my life. I'm going on to be the best that I can be.

No, I'm not going to the army. That's just a little coinki dink.

I'm going to college. I'm looking like BV right now. I know some people that will be very happy that I'm going there and some people that are going to be pretty sad but it's ok because this is not the last of our encounters unless I don't mess with you like that.

I gotta get in the stu to make the summer mix tape. I got a real stu to record at it so it might be. Right now I got writer's block so I don't know. I'm trying though. I definitely got my inspiration back. Yes, the Peazy. I fixed it so I may be back on the bandwagon very soon. I wanna make this though. It's very important that I keep pushing these tapes out. I got the world to feel me and understand the plutonian.

I have to go so...

Congratulations to King College Prep's Graduating/Graduated Class of 2009 and all other graduates. Peace and much love to ya.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Sorry,/My Day Yesterday

I've been on the hiatus lately. I've been kinda busy running from doctor to doctor, specialist to specialist, got homeschooling and the regular everyday self and family troubles.

I miss you all though.

I'm back.

One of the homies told me to get back on the blogging tip. So I hopped on the Leaders 1354 Downtown store comp and started this until Corey kicked me off 'cause "that computer is for money only." So I got off and hopped on the wifey (Sidekick) the new comers to my blog should go to the older posts and read, so you'll understand the "Sidekick/Wifey" thing.

Today was a great and pleasant today. First I woke up from the Sheraton hotel suite. (Oh I forgot I had a free room and my mom was in another, y'all should've come through).lol. Sorry I forgot to tell you. Tell me why that they had shots of everything in the fridge. But it's too late.

FF>> (Fast foward) to today. I went to work at Chicago Multi-Cultural Dance Center. I went to another job at IIT.

After that, I went back Downtown and I went to Leaders 1354.

Saw my homies, Ty and Corey and then they both made me upset.

Ty was talking about how much I call but Corey told me to call whenever I need some and Corey was telling me I was doing too much and I was in the way but I'm an active person, I don't like to sit still. He told me to sit and take a break.

After that, I copped some clothing and we were about to leave. When we closed the store down and then we saw GLC. He's signed to Good Music if you don't know.

We shook hands and then Corey wanted him to see the store so we went back in and my mix tape was playing. It was already in when we left and Corey left it on. Great timing right? I went in and ask GLC if he liked the song and he said "yeah, I know this is you." I was like yeah. We talked about what happened to me and GLC told me about his friend that got shot nine times and I told the dude we're both lucky to be alive. I was chillin' for a while then moms came and picked me up. I really think I'm on my way to the top!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!
Naneazy the Young Chief
The Plutonian Realtor!

Friday, May 15, 2009

PT

This week of PT was horrible. I don't know what happened over the weekend but I've been in hella pain lately. Like a lot of pain. Take the greatest pain you ever felt then multiply it times 1000 and then times infinity because its constant, then you'll know my agony. I don't know, all I can do is just sit and take it. Nothing else.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

4th Day PT

Oh, I forgot to tell you guys. I had Elizabeth again today. She's always kinda rough. I would tell her that something hurts then she would continue to toy with it. I hate that!!! She's still nice though. Today was a harsh day. Well yesterday. It was so whack. My leg was killing me. I guess the days I have Elizabeth make me hurt a lot 'cause when I had Jeremy, my day went so smooth. I don't know, I hate waking up to pain. I just did and it SUCKS! Guys, promise me you won't get shot.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

3rd of PT

It was great. I had Jeremy. He's a little bit nicer than Elizabeth which is who I had on day 2. We did some new exercises and they weren't that hard. I had to get on this bike though. It started off hard but then it got easier and easier. After PT, I got my stitches taken out. Wow, 64. It was kinda crazy. Some were long. some were short. Some came out easy, some took work. But they all had their share of pain. After that, the crib and sleep. Just got home from church. My homie had choir rehearsal. They clapped for me and all. Unkle Ken told them how God spared my life. True stuff. I thank God cause I could've lost my leg or even died. I actually believe now that I have a purpose cause I didn't think so and I used to make suicide attempts because I didn't believe I had a purpose. I know now and I'm proud shawty!!! Today was a great day. Can't wait to see what tomorrow has in stored.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

2nd Day of PT

It started off horrible. She made me walk. I mean, I used the crutches but it was hurting like a mothersucker. I was crying...pause. I finally got to sit down and we did some exercises. I had to straighten my leg and lift (which makes my leg shake because of the weakness) and I had to work with my "foot drop." Look it up. I used a belt to stretch the muscle above my heel because it causes the ball of my foot to be lower than the rest so when I stand, I stand on my toes instead of my whole foot. It's crazy. Well, I gotta go through this again tomorrow.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Finally Home Download


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

PT

Shawty said I need to post something so I'm gonna start posting how my physical therapy is going each day I go. Yesterday, 05/04/09, was my first official day of physical therapy (PT). It was my evaluation.

The first thing they asked me is what I wanted to get out of the PT. I told them I just wanted to walk without any complications. That's it. That's all I want.

They evaluated my strength and some other stuff that I didn't really pay attention to. They were pretty cool. I was excited to be there. I feel optimistic about the future. I may walk to prom. I don't know. I don't want to go over the board because then I'm easily disappointed. I go tomorrow at 7 am. Madd early but I'm ready to do this. Let's do this. Ye Ye.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

This Week...

has been very (insert word here).

I don't know, it has been wild. From what happened at the party to today. I've been going through mad stuff. My leg was cut open because my muscles were mad, literally. My muscles were so swollen that if they didn't cut my leg open, I would've lost my leg. So we had to wait until yesterday, April 25, 2009 for my leg to be sewn back together. It actually feels better now. Well duh, my muscles aren't hanging out of my leg.

I have 72 staples on both medial (inner) thighs and down my right thigh.

When I tried to walk Thursday, I went five feet. I made progress though. I get extra tired when I walk though. I didn't know moving with a walker would be so hard. It's mad hard. At least I got up though, some people are scared to even get out the bed. I jumped right out. Oh, when I got up, all the blood rushed down my leg so it felt like pins and needles going down my leg. But it's closed now so I feel a little better. I haven't been up with my leg closed though so I don't know how it feels. Can't wait.

My left leg is extra week now cause I've been laying in the bed so much. My calf on my good leg is GONE. I've been working on these suckers for 17 years. They're gizzone. I'm about to be in the weight room 24/7, yo. My arms too. Biceps, gone.

My body is so dirty. I need to take the longest shower ever. I plan on accomplishing that when I get to the crib. For real.

Even though I'm going through I'm going through all this, I am so grateful. I could've died that night but instead I got GRAZED in my neck and hit in my leg. That's what you call blessed. God is a beast. I could've LOST my leg but instead it was just cut for a few days and sewed back together. God is a beast! I thank him everyday when I open my eyes. I also thank the people that pray for me. You all are the greatest. Thanks a lot. homies. Love all you all.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Clearification...

I hears there was a lot of gossip about what happened but no one can tell the story more presicely and accurate than I can so, I'll tell you as soon as I get some time.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying!!!
Sidekick Mode!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Where Do I Belong?

I don't know what to do. I'm really hoping BVU comes through. If it doesn't, well I guess I wasn't meant to be there. I love that place though. It feels like home there. Here's top five.

BVU
Morehouse
Tennesee State
Mizzou
North Carolina A&T

Mizzou just threw this sholly at me but that's not were my heart is. I want to go to BV. I've already created some friends and I feel comfortable there. I have my whole college career planned out if I go there.

1. Class during the week/Maybe the radio station
2. Perform at the Underground on Fridays
3. Parties

Great game plan huh?

I know, right...

I need this scholly BV or unfortunately I will not be attending next year.

Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Sidekick Mode!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Wow

People are actually downloading the tape. I don't know if their listening but I know it has some downloads. I was happy when I saw one download. I got 54. I'm happy with my 54, very happy. I want the next tape to have triple or even more than what this one will finally come out to. This is crazy. I'm happy you guys are listening! Now go tell your friends to download it too.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Sounds of the Delorean the Mixtape

Click the Image!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Sounds of the Delorean the Mixtape


In 60 Minutes!!!!!!!!!

Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I Present, the Future

I'm back from the future and it looks very pleasant. I enjoyed my time there. No flying cars, not yet, but that's because I didn't invent them yet. Buena Vista was very welcoming and comfortable. I met some great people. It was quite an amazing experience. I've been talking about it so much, I can't even remember what to say now. The Underground is gonna be known as the "Spot Where Naneazy Performs" when I get there. I plan on blacking. Lmblackao. I don't know. When I get there you'll see what I saw. What's up to all the guys I met in the future. You're all great people, even you Symone.lol. Morehouse here I come...I think...
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFyling Out!!!
Sidekick Mode!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Jeezy Gives Away Yeezy's


TheShoeGame.com: Young Jeezy Gives away Air Yeezy's from Patrick Fagan(ATL_Dunk-Junkie) on Vimeo.

That's wild. Dude didn't even know a Jeezy track. The Yeezy's are gonna stabilize the economy.lol
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

"...Where Am I Going?..."

Today/this weekend, marks one of Nana Arkorful's highlights in life. Today, I embark on a journey that will determine the rest of my future. Today, I hop on the plane, knowing where I'm going. What am I talking about you say?

Well...Today, is the day I will fly out to Buena Vista Univesity to participate in a scholarship fair. I am one of the chosen few to compete for the Multi-Cultural Scholarship. This is big my friends. We have made it thus far through many obstacles and adversities. This weekend determines he rest of my life.

Buena Vista is one of my top choices, and for them to consider me for the scholarship is extraordinary.

We have almost reached the goal.

Today, I fly to the future!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Vivi

I dropped her today. My precious darling, Vivi. I used to play her all the time. Today, she just slipped out of my hands. I had no way to bring her back. The bridge has been broken and where is used to place my fingers I loose. I think that guy will use to glue to mend her body back into proportion. I miss her already. All I wanted was one last time for us to be together until I leave her, but she couldn't hold til the end of the period. She had to let go. My precious Viola, "Vivi"...lol
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Still Here

One of the guys asked if I forgot the blog. Nah, I'm here. It's just nothing going on right now. I'm starting to not care about this mixtape though. It gets less and less appealing every other day.I had someone tell me I had a "Lil' Wayne Style" today because I say those adlibs in between lines. No disrespect but I just started liking Wayne two years ago, I've been rapping since 5 grade, you do the math. Then you can't say switch it up. Then I'm not doing me. I'll rather get local love with my real style than global love with a style that's a facade. I'm not switching up my style to fit anyone's discription of a good rapper. Imma do me, you can do what you like! Man, it seems like everybody wants to hate. ALL OF YOU CAN HOP OFF MY PLANE! But I don't even care, as long as my fan base excedes my "I hate Nan base". You gotta say "fan" with a(n) (insert country here) accent...lol. I mean even moms hates sometimes. I mean she goes pretty hard. I don't know though, I think she just doesn't wanna let me go to (college) yet. She's trying to lock me in the crib everyday. I don't know though. I'm going in the crib and spleeping.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Loser - Charles Hamilton


Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Date Change

Yep, you guessed it. The tape has been pushed back, again, until April 7th. Me and my colleagues (Mack Main and Jorge) decided that this will be a better date because we're out of school and we will be able to have the listening party that I've been desiring since forever. I know that you all want to hear that good good but I guess its not time. Maybe the suspense is building my fan base. That's how it feels. Don't worry, I'm not "Draking" y'all. The tape is finished. I just keep rescheduling because I want to have my listening party. I don't know why but i feel that's it's needed. "And what I desire is what I require."

Everyone who's like, "Yo when the tape dropping.", "You taking too long."

Chill

When it comes it'll be at the perfect time. And sooner than later you'll be bumping your heads to Naneazy the Young Chief tunes...

For now enjoy the leaks on the blog...

Right now the party is planned to be on the 8th. We have something planned to go before and after the party. So the party will be like a grand finally before the grand finally.

Oh yeah, shout to my new followers that commented in the venting box (shouts box). I appreciate your love....

I'm so ecstatic about everything!!! We're trying to get into that '09 Payroll. But For now I'm
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Only In the Chi, Are We This Fly: Leaders 1354 Incase


Yeah, you see me with the Incase joint on. It's for laptops. MacBooks preferably. I hang out there so much they're actually putting me to work, for real for real. Finally!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Monday, March 16, 2009

# 1

No matter how mad I am, there's no one that I believe compares to her. If all the girls were in a marathon to get to me, she would overlap all. And the race wouldn't even be more than one lap. She's just at that level of excellence.

She's like the girl version of me.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In SideKick Mode!

Your Turn...

I don't know why she does it but I hope she's enjoying it. Either she knows that it's going to hurt her as a long-term result or she is using as a benefit. She's using it because she knows what she's doing when she does it.
It seems like when she's mad, I have to accept it and wait and when she's over it I'm suppose to act cool. When I'm mad, for the little fraction of time I'm mad, she has to get mad after. She can't just let me be mad. She has to retaliate with some sort of attitude or a behavior when she ignores me.

If I ignored her for being mad at me then there's a problem. I can't have my time to chill. All I did was listen to "See You In My Nightmares" and then I was over it. "Heartless" happened to come on and I wanted to enjoy it so I didn't turn. I was, in no way, shape, or form making any implications that she was heartless. So, I guess that's how she took it.

There's going to be a time when I'm like "ok, she's upset whatever" like she does me.

I still love that girl though. I just wanna be able to be mad and she not have to feel like she needs to match my anger. She's still number one, so you all can walk it out...
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In SideKick Mode!
(When I say that, that means I'm on my sidekick blogging. The usual "Delorean Style!" will happen when I'm on a computer.)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

The Death of Turk

March 9 2009, the beginning of the worst week of my life…
Monday… I was really contemplating just leaving school and taking my GED test. I know it sounds dumb seeing how we got 2 months of school left. But I know what I be on when it come to school work and it aint good… like say I fall behind of something… I just give up… and no matter how much I push and try I just can’t “ pick myself up again” I don’t know why its just the way I’ve been my whole life I guess… its crazy.. I been ditching classes like crazy this year thinking it would’ve catch up to me… it did… I found out that I have like a million detentions and if u attend king u know what that means… if not it means if you have more than 10 detentions you can’t come to ANY dances such as Homecoming, Winter Ball… and umm yea PROM… Crazy rule I know right but that’s how my school is… so I really was like damn if I can’t go 2 prom or anything else… what’s the purpose of still trying in school when a GED is about the same as a High School diploma… But my main man Paul talked me out of it. Along with Ms. Puller, Ms. Madden, Ms Ellington, and Ms. Johnson… these ladies are very important to me… one had my heart 4 a very long time, she is just starting to let it go. One is taking my heart before I can even get it back. One knows all my secrets and she helps me with almost any problem I have. And the last one is doesn’t know I def have a crush on her but she wont open up 2 me. Yea that was just Monday… Tuesday- Thursday were basically the same way…. But Friday, OMG… I LOST MY EVERYTHING, MY LIFE, LOVE, SOUL, HEART, THE ONLY ONE THAT WOULDN’T HURT ME EVER… MY iPod….I was so upset with myself for being so careless with it… I can’t believe it every time I think about it I get upset… anytime I hear a song that was on it I get mad like WTF I can’t hear that when ever I wanna anymore…. WTF OMG WHY ME????????.... Well there is nothing I can do now so I guess I gotta get over it… but still my iPod… That’s what got me through the toughest nights and the worst days… and it seems like the only person I wanna talk to… Natalie…. Isn’t talking back anymore… so yea… F***…. I Can’t even type anymore… I can hear a dream song in my head that I hated so much… but right now all I wanna do is play it… WTF D***….




P.S. TURK IS DEAD…. JORGE EL-SPLANADE Will Live
And Naneazy… I’m falling… make me stop….

Friday, March 13, 2009

WIFEY!!!

No not you, her. The kick. I finally got back my Sidekick 2008. As a matter of fact, I'm blogging right now while on the stool (toilet). Multitasking is the way. Ok, this is the best. I finally got my qwerty keyboard and I'm typing like there's no tomorrow. Shout out to my guy on ebay that sold this to me. The screen is kinda scratched up but we good. I got my baby back. And plus I got it for the 100 + 50 dollars. Other people were selling it for like 200 and three hundogs. Not I. This is the rawest phone in all ther lands. Touch screens suck. Read the older posts and you'll find out what I tink about them. The post has a picture of the Sidekick 2008. I forgot what it was called.

Nah...but...yeah, text me cause my text game is at an all time high right now. I can text like 300000000000....000000....00000 words a minute. I made this post in like 5 minutes holla at me!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty Mcflying Out!!!
Delorean Style!!!

I can't put the colors cause I'm on the phone. Aight chill.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Only In the Chi, Are We This Fly: LEADERS 1354

These are so hot. Fly tip, right? $135-150. Hit Up LEADERS 1354!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Only In the Chi, Are We This Fly: LEADERS 1354


Where are mine??????????????????? These Nike Huarache 2K8 X Leaders 1354 were given to employees and special customers. I wanted a pair...
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I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Only In the Chi, Are We This Fly: LEADERS 1354


The Piet Mondrian inspired sneakers and fitted. Fly tip, right?
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Yes Trachello, You're the Winner!!!

Guess what you get... Nothing!!!!!!!!!!

Nah...but...yeah, The bad horrible thing was, this a punishment. She told me she new all along that we would be again. I called her a punk for that!

We're chillin' taking it one day at a time. We're doing our thugthizzle.

Let us do us. Cause We gone do us, you can do what you like!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

GUESS!!!!

You're suppose to guess!

The Last of Sorrow

I finally got the text message I've been waiting for. The one that will determine how I live the rest of my life. The one that will end the chain of posts. The one from her.

Guess what she sent....

Put it in the comment box. I don't get why a lot people say they're frequent visitors but they don't comment. It's frustrating!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Today and Yesterday (Leaders 1354 and Church)

Yesterday

I finally convinced my mom that Leaders 1354 is not a place for socializing, it's a job. Cory was like "You liar!" But it's not to me though, I go, he makes me work then I leave with something pretty...lol.

We definitely chopped it up yesterday. Me and Kazual are starting a new (insert what you think it is here) for Leaders 1354. It's gonna be dope! I'm gone have all the haters loving...lol.

Me and Cory, and sometimes Ty and Kazual, had a meeting about this little thing you all are suppose to be guessing about.

Cory was like "Man, this dude does everything, he raps, ________, draws, plays sport and he's smart!" Yes, babe, he finally said I can rap. I text messaged her to tell her about the news but I guess she still doesn't care. (Does this count as 8, 'cause I mentioned her?lol)

It, the part you all are suppose to be guessing, is kind of a secret that's why I would only tell her. I don't know what made her send that message after we talked and I told her about all that stuff the other night. It's pretty confusing, we were straight, like we talked and I said all that stuff and she smiled and giggled and fell asleep on the phone. Then the next day it's Bluh!lol. Wouldn't you be confused?

Evryone: "Yeah!"

Ty said leave it alone but he doesn't care, he has a million girl (don't take that literal, Ty's girls...lol.) Everyone finds it odd that I got dumped. That's not the usual...lol.

Cory said, "what's wrong with that? All you did was notice that something was different and you were trying to fix it... whatever though, y'all young."

Nah...but...yeah, I wouldn't be suprised if she forgot about me and these two days she didn't even have ounce of "I like him againism" in her...lol.

Brings me to church. Man, pastor (not the usual) spoke the trizzuth today. I got hekka quotes...
Church
Quote 1:
"Sometimes you got to go through stuff to get stuff. Sometimes you have togo through sometings to appreciate what you have/had."

Man, that one hit me in the face. I was like OH MY! Is that what is happening? I've gone through all this 808's and HeartBreak and I finally see that I appreciate what we had. It was nothing wrong it was just a hard transition from chillin' a lot to not as much. That's not bad at all.

I think It was this punishment thing. That's what I told Corey. If I would have never done what I did, I wouldn't be on punishment, I would've met moms, We would have gone out and it would've been straight. That whole thing was a test though to get me to this. Kind of a harsh test but it was. I think this is the end result or there is more to come, maybe because of the break-up I may get kicked out of school and become a drug dealer, then become homeless or this may lead me to be a great person, but how can I be great without her.

"Every great man, needs an equally as great woman." These other girls are not on her level. They can't run with her. Well, I haven't met anyone that could yet, if there is.

Quote 2:
"When someone is going through something, you have to just let them. You can't tell them about the things you hear from God, you have to let them hear for themselves."

Hit me again! What?

I was interfering her from hearing what she needed to. I was interfering her from thinking and really choosing which path she wanted in this situation. I was blocking all signs that were suppose to reach her and the end result was, "I need some space." I probably ruined that...

I told Ty what she said he was like, "lol...D**n you were somethering the girl...lol."

I was like, "well...not really...lol."

And my sister said maybe she's waiting for meto decide what should happen in this and I said' "Naw, she's not like that... She would get mad if I decided...lol"

Quote 3:
"They weren't even looking for you, but once they saw you, they new you were the one."

After that, I knew he was talking directly to me...lol.

I stood up... Cool, but I stood up...lol.

She wasn't looking for me but from what she told me, when she saw me, she liked me.

Who said they didn't believe in love at first sight?
#8
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Another One...

Sometimes
U
Can't
Keep
Still

When thins suck you try to fix them and you can't keep still, right?

Everyone: "Right!"
#7
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

I Changed It...

After some careful thinking I changed it to...

Separating
People
Alas
Crude
Eternity

Basically if we keep separating, we'll eventually forget about each other, which would be horrible/crude and the thoughts we have about each other would be crude but the separation will last for eternity.

That's blog six about her...
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Friday, March 6, 2009

MY DAY!

SPACE

She said she wanted some space. Now family, friends and fans, correct me if I'm wrong but isn't that statement an equivalent to "Leave me alone...forever"? It meant that when I said that to my ex-girlfriend before her. Yes, I got back with her but it didn't last long...

I can't wait any longer though. I can't sit around and feel bad about myself because of her. I'm kind of sick of all this, it's getting kind of boring, I keep trying and trying. Maybe "space" means "stop". it's like, "man, It doesn't take that long to decide"...lol. Yeah, I'm still waiting but I'm not going to be sitting around waiting for a call that is more likely not to happen.

I am going to start a new kind of "thing" with girls. I'm not going to care anymore. I think of girls/women as the best thing that ever happened to mankind. Now, it's going to be like "Naw, I don't really want a relationship, how about we go together for one night"...lol (Someone's going to take that statement to the head...lol.)

It takes about a billion others to make up her, so if it's not her, it's a billion...lol. (...to the head...lol)

My brother is home, so I'm trying to do some things. I really need to go to a college party. I really don't like high school parties anymore. I need to go to a party and be able to embark on a journey to a beautiful young lady's dorm room...lol.

Again, I'm waiting. I will always be...well...yeah, always...lol. (she's taking that one to the head... "well you hesitated, you wouldn't really wait. That's what I got from that statement.")

Honestly, I believe the only reason she's not saying, "I don't want 'us' anymore" is because, I guess she doesn't want to hurt me. Honestly, I would be hurt but, I'll get over it, right?

Everyone: "Right!"

And I believe that is what's on her mind right now, "well, he'll get over it". I really can't chase someone for love if they don't feel the same, right?

Everyone: "Right!"

I don't know, I really hope she says she wants to be an item again.

But, I really don't know. I can't say I don't care because , um... my last 5 posts have been about her.

Nah...but...yeah, I'm going to give her space. That means I can't answer her phones calls or texts, which means, I have to delete her number again, I actually hesitated to save it back in my phone because I didn't know, I guess I felt confident, look where that got me...lol. But it's funny how I never made a post about the days I felt like it there was hope, like yesterday and the day before, I guess I wasn't that confident...lol

I regret kissing her today because that sent me way off. I think she regretted it too cause I don't think she wants this anymore. I kind of noticed she regrets the kiss because after, she had a "let's not walk together, we don't know each other" type attitude...lol. I mean what can I do, right? It's on her.

Everyone: "Right!"

So for now, I'm giving her space. I mean as much space as I can. I'm going to avoid all contact with her. SPACE is what's up!
Separate
Places
And
Create
Excuses

Kind of whack but...I made that like in 10 seconds...lol. SPACE, the new chant!

Nah...but...yeah, That's the end of that part of my day....

LEADERS 1354

Yo, I am outta there (tired). This is the deal. I work downtown on Fridays and Saturdays and today, I really wanted to go Leaders so, I told my Aunt "Beezy" (Aunt Beth) that I needed to be at work earlier than usual. Mind you, real work starts at 6:30 pm on Fridays, I got to the dance studio at 5:40 pm. "Oh, let me go see Corey!".

Leaders is by the Hooters and Rock and Roll McDonald's and the dance studio is on Polk which is before Juggernaut, which is before you even get downtown, which is by Roosevelt. Leaders is by on the Northern part of Downtown, past Water Tower.

Yes, I walked. Moms took all the dough out the bank so, I had no spendings. NO BUS!

This is from South Chicago to North Downtown...Wheewph

It took me twenty minutes. It takes like twenty minutes for a CAR to get there. I'M A BEAST!

I walked to Leaders and I fell out as soon as I went to the back to go to the bathroom. I knew I saw someone that looked familiar/famous when I walked in but I paid no attention 'cause I was so tired. When I came back, I noticed that Chingy was in Leaders...lol. Why? Why was Chingy in Leaders, he's not fresh? If Corey would have let me run the store that day (which is highly unlikely) I wouldn't have let him in.

He had his pants rolled up to his shin and some SBs. He tried. He did drop about 2 stacks, but that's usual at Leaders...lol.

Enough about him...

I sat around, told Corey about my songs that referenced Leaders and stuff and how people say I'm riding. This is what he said "Tell 'em to get off your ****, you're a fresh dude, that's all."I was like, "yeah, true talk."

I had to leave so, I prepared myself to walk the longest journey ever and so I dipped. As, I walked out the door "Cory says be safe, come by tomorrow, I got something for you." I like the sounds of that, that guy is like pops to me. I can't go tomorrow, I wasn't suppose to go today but I had to. I had to!

And Oh, of course me and big homie Corey chopped it up about getting dough. I may be designing a Leaders 1354 shirt. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
People are so jealous of my relationship with Corey...lol. PAUSE!

Nah...but...yeah, I heard some news about all the employees are... Never mind, you'll see.lol. In other words I'm getting the benefits the employees and I don't even work there...lol.

I'm so loving it right now. Corey just made my day, no, MY LIFE...lol. I needed that though, cause man, I'm mad sad...lol.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Advice from the Young and Wise

I've obviously been sweating her too much. I finally realized that like... 10 last night, I was like "wait, just wait, she'll come through", but I was still a little clingy. I talked to the big homies, Keila, Jas and Dreazy and they told me to chill. I'm chilling. They said give her some time to think, she can't think if I keep distracting her. BUT! What if she goes the other way? One of the homies said she wouldn't and I should just chill.

It's impossible for me to chill if I'm able to contact her. So... The digits have been excused from the celly until further notice. I actually started that last night, then she called, so it came back up. So, I have re-deleted and until I get that message that informs me that she's ready (it may never come, but hopefully it will) I will return to my Baybay (Danielle: Remember that? lol).

I can't go pass my call log and see her name and not call or see a text from her and not call, so I deleted all of those too. I can't wait forever though, I really can't. I wish I could, I want to, but I can't.

So for now I'm chilling, waiting almost patiently for the message. Don't worry, I'll give you your space, I won't run up 3 flights of stairs from the other side of the school for a hug...lol. It was pretty awkward, I just want to go back to the thing we loved so much and got hated on so much about, but I guess it's not the time.

Remember, even if in 10 years, you get the slightest urge to return to the whackest guy alive, I'll leave my wife (if I ever get married (I really don't want to get married now, if she's not the one (I'm kinda on my "Every Girl" swag (you heard the song...lol) now until she comes back)) for you. I will literally end my marriage to come back.

I'm so serious.

Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Monday, March 2, 2009

I Wanna Get Back On...

I totally didn't write this. It came straight from the heart. I started thinking about Drake's "Let's Call it Off" and I just started going in, but in when it recorded It didn't sound right. So I guess I writing it now...

I Wanna Get Back On

Singing:
Why did it get like this
I do agree you gave me a warning
But I really regret this...
Happened, so Ima just keep calling saying

I want you back right now
I want to see you happy baby
I want to see you smile
for me

Hook:
Do you believe
She said let it be
Do you believe she said it's a must
But I wanna get back on
She said she's tired of us
But I wanna get back on

Rapping:
I never really thought about it
But when you did it I knew my actions were so childish
And I ain't on the foul tip
so, I want you back and now doubt its...
all on you
I put in your court, yeah the balls on you
so when I call you
I want you to tell if you wanna pass or take chance and shoot
And "shoot" is what I root
so I would be hurt if you give me the boot
Cause I never cared like this
Girl said "it's over" I'm like yeah that's it
but when you said it
I couldn't get it
So I was kinda shaken up
started twitch when talked breaking up
so I want you back
And I would've fought for anything to have won you back, babe...

That's it.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

I miss her...



Well, you thought that I was ok and done with this right? Yeah right, I can't forget about her.

How can you take someone out your brain when they make it function. I can tell she cares. She just had the same feeling I had. She was trying to forget about me but it's hard for both of us.

All that stuff about me being cool and moving on. Not real. I mean, I've accepted the current situation but I want her back. This is a bad day. I'm glad we didn't have school today cause I would do no work. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

I'm really trying to replace my thoughts of her... Like I'm closing my eyes and take her away but flashes of different images of her keep appearing. I can't do it. She's so mad at me and I'm trying to make it better but she's not going. She's right, I need to give her time to think but I can't give her time, I don't want to. I'm going crazy...

She's my forever... I know she feels the same...
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

100th Post

This is the post when I do a 180. I'm perfectly fine with my situation right now! The mixtape is coming out the 2oth. It's going to be the best. Please weed out all the girlfriend references...lol. She says I didn't appreciate her... Well, I guess that how she feels. I really don't care anymore. It's funny how she wanted me to care but she doesn't. Well guys, there you have it. You're dreams have been fulfilled. It's over. I so want her back! Enough about that... I'm on a whole new thing now. It's TIME FOR SOME AKSION! I'm not saying any names but yeah, you're on.
I think I'm going to name the next one 808's and Experation Dates.
Yo, I'm on my don't care about girls thing now. I'm just tryna get it in...lol. College here I come. Still haven't decided, that's coming soon.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Unstoppable Remix (Naneazy the Young Chief)


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I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
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The Plutonian Realtor

I'm finally done with my mixtape and I already want to do another. The first one hasn't even come out but I think I want to do another. I want to go by seasons, SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN the MIXTAPE is for the spring. I want to drop the second one, the Plutonian Realtor, in the summer. Yeah, a lot will be going on that's why I want to start now. I wrote all the material for SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN the Mixtape in two weeks. I really want to be able to sit back and do my thing without any pressure.

Nah...but...yeah, this one SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN the MIXTAPE is fire and I'm gonna make the second one fire and when Autumn arrives, I will hit you with another, so on and so forth.

Nah...but...yeah, This one is to tell you and bring you to my home so you're not lost when I talk about these things. You all are probably gonna be like "what is he talking about?" It's ok, you'll learn. Welcome to My World!
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Barack Obama


Barack Hussein Obama II (pronounced /bəˈrɑːk huːˈseɪn oʊˈbɑːmə/; born August 4, 1961) is the 44th and current President of the United States. He is the first African American to hold the office. Obama was the junior United States Senator from Illinois from January 2005 until November 2008, when he resigned following his election to the presidency.
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Friday, February 27, 2009

SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN the MIXTAPE

It's almost HERE!

Final Tracklist:
INTRO (JAS THE PLUTONIAN)
SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN the SONG
THE ADVENTURES OF PLUTO NASH (The Anthem)
STILL FLY (Leaders 1354 Anthem)
UNSTOPPABLE (Naneazy's Version)
SONG CRY
SO FLY
WHO HOT SON?
DO WHAT YOU LIKE
GATORADE (Interlude)(Freestyle)
CLOSER TO MY DREAMS
DEAR SPRING (Outro)
I BELIEVE (Bonus Track)

This is one of a kind right here!!!! That exclusive ish that will knock your socks off, and send you back to the future lyrically equipped for centuries!!!! Don't believe me try it for yourself....its almost here....SOUNDS OF THE DELOREAN!!! Best thing since hip hop!
- Jasmyn Madden



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I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Mae Jamison

Astronaut, physician. Born October 17, 1956, in Decatur, Alabama, the youngest child of Charlie Jemison, a roofer and carpenter, and Dorothy (Green) Jemison, an elementary school teacher. Her sister, Ada Jemison Bullock, became a child psychiatrist, and her brother, Charles Jemison, is a real estate broker. The family moved to Chicago, Illinois, when Jemison was three to take advantage of better educational opportunities there, and it is that city that she calls her hometown. Throughout her early school years, her parents were supportive and encouraging of her talents and abilities, and Jemison spent considerable time in her school library reading about all aspects of science, especially astronomy. During her time at Morgan Park High School, she became convinced she wanted to pursue a career in biomedical engineering, and when she graduated in 1973 as a consistent honor student, she entered Stanford University on a National Achievement Scholarship.
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I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Jesse Owens


(born September 12, 1913, Oakville, Alabama, U.S.—died March 31, 1980, Phoenix, Arizona) American track-and-field athlete, who set a world record in the running broad jump (also called long jump) that stood for 25 years and who won four gold medals at the 1936 Olympic Games in Berlin. His four Olympic victories were a blow to Adolf Hitler's intention to use the Games to demonstrate Aryan superiority.
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Maya Angelou


Writer, dancer, African-American activist. Born Marguerite Johnson on April 4, 1928 in St. Louis, Missouri. Angelou spent her difficult formative years moving back and forth between her mother's and grandmother's. At age eight, she was raped by her mother's boyfriend, who was subsequently killed by her uncles. The event caused the young girl to go mute for nearly six years, and her teens and early twenties were spent as a dancer, filled with isolation and experimentation.
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Monday, February 23, 2009

BHM Icon: George Washington Carver



(born 1861?, near Diamond Grove, Mo., U.S.—died Jan. 5, 1943, Tuskegee, Ala.) American agricultural chemist, agronomist, and experimenter whose development of new products derived from peanuts (groundnuts), sweet potatoes, and soybeans helped revolutionize the agricultural economy of the South. For most of his career he taught and conducted research at the Tuskegee Normal and Industrial Institute (now Tuskegee University) in Tuskegee, Ala.
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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Pimpin' Curly Episodes 2 & 3

Episode 2


Episode 3

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BHM Icon: Muhammad Ali


Muhammad Ali (born Cassius Marcellus Clay Jr., January 17, 1942 in Louisville, Kentucky, U.S.) is a retired American boxer and former three-time World Heavyweight Champion. As an amateur, Ali won a gold medal at the Olympic in the light heavyweight division gold medal. As a professional, he became the only man to have won the linear heavyweight championship three times. In 1999, Ali was crowned "Sportsman of the Century" by Sports Illustrated and the BBC. Cassius Marcellus Clay, Jr., was born in Louisville, Kentucky. He was named after his father, Cassius Marcellus Clay Sr., who was named for the 19th century abolitionist and politician Cassius Clay. Ali changed his name after joining the Nation of Islam in 1964, subsequently converting to Sunni Islam in 1975 and then Sufism. Ali was known for his fighting style, which he described as "Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee". Throughout his career Ali made a name for himself with great handspeed, as well as swift feet and taunting tactics. While Ali was renowned for his fast, sharp out-fighting style, he also had a great chin, and displayed great courage and an ability to take a punch throughout his career.
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STICK 'EM UP!

Good thing I finally got my MacBook back! Well, I don't think I can put em on here...lol. Kinda my mom's but she never uses it. Oh, what are they? They's Leaders 1354 stickers. The "L-Wing" and the "Leader-Aid" are here. Go put 'em on your wall, computer, laptop, locker, whatever you want to be "Leaders-fied".
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Beware!

The FAKE Leaders T!!! THUN THUN THUN!!!

This person was said to be spotted in King College Prep High School with a fake LEADERS 1354. I was told that inside the tag there was a AAA, you know the company that makes the white t's that "hood" guys wear? Yeah, I guess someone was like "$35? I'll MAKE you one for 10. And, I'll slant the words off further than they are, so that it obviously looks fake!" YOU'VE BEEN PLAYED! Now come on guys you know how I love Leaders, that's not cool!
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Saturday, February 21, 2009

If Only...

"I's done summin very very very very terrible!"

Nah...but...yeah, I so wish I had a Delorean and my Fluxcapacitor right about two days ago. I did something that caused me to get into a great amount of trouble at school. I won't say what it was cause...you know...

Nah...but...yeah, We had a meeting yesterday ad it was intense. I've never experienced anything like this. It was crazy. I'm kinda enjoying it though.

I think we can get out of the suspension, I got the ultimate Alternative Plan. I think I can get the execs to agree. Olds might be on something but he's not important. I wish I can express myself they I wanted. Just wait til my "Day of Graduation" post. I'm letting it all OUT!

I almost had a moment when I went crazy Friday, I was scared that this incident would jeapordize my whole life. The meeting actually went better than I thought. I thought I was gone go in there and they say "Expulsion and 10 years in the pen."
Me: "OH MY GOD, I'M DONE!"
My Mom: "OH LORD, NOT MY BABY!" "WELL YOU GOTTA LEARN FROM YOUR MIXTAPE!"
My Grandma: "YOU STUPID BOY!"
MY GIRL: "NO BAY, I CAN'T GO 10 SECONDS, LET ALONE 10 YEARS WITHOUT YOU, OH WELL!"LOL. (I'm kidding she wouldn't say the ending part."
MY BESTFRIEND: *Enter Something Sarcastic Here*
MY BROTHER (OLDER): "THAT'S WHAT YOU GET!" "SEE YOU WHEN YOU'RE OUT..."
MY BROTHER (YOUNGER): "UMMM...."
SISTER: WHAT!!!!!
IZZY: "DAMN BRO!"
TERRELL: "IT WAS JUST JOKE, MAN...OLDS CAN..."
MAC: "WE IN HERE BRO!"LMAO
Anyone else doesn't matter... unless you do and I just didn't think about you...lol. Who cares? not me!
If you're wondering we got 3 days and community service but I might be able to make it all CS...

I so wish I had a Delorean right now! If only...
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BHM Icon: NIna Simone

Eunice Kathleen Waymon, better known by her stage name Nina Simone (IPA: [ˈniːnə sɨˈmoʊn]) (February 21, 1933 – April 21, 2003), was a Grammy Award-nominated American singer, songwriter, pianist, arranger and civil rights activist.
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Friday, February 20, 2009

BHM Icon: W.E.B. Du Bois


William Edward Burghardt Du Bois (pronounced /duːˈbɔɪs/ doo-BOYSS)(February 23, 1868 – August 27, 1963) was an American civil rights activist, Pan-Africanist, sociologist, historian, author, and editor. At the age of 95, in 1963, he became a naturalized citizen of Ghana.
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BHM Icon: Jackie Robinson


Jack Roosevelt "Jackie" Robinson (January 31, 1919 – October 24, 1972) was the first African-American Major League Baseball player of the modern era. Although not the first African-American professional baseball player in United States history, Robinson's 1947 Major League debut with the Brooklyn Dodgers ended approximately 60 years of baseball segregation, breaking the baseball color line, or color barrier. At that time in the United States, many white people believed that blacks and whites should be kept apart in many aspects of life, including sports. Despite this obstacle, Robinson went on to have an exceptional baseball career.
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