Now they Say that the Good Guys Always Win the Girl

I'll let you know if that statement is really true.

Now I know you've rejected me so many times on this issue but I guess I
just enjoy being turned down by you. I was thinking about that chillin'
during college thing and I doubt that's really gonna work. If we shall
be together, we shall be together. If not, then... The grey areas make
now sense. I wanna be able think about you as mine not almost mine or
half way mine. That's whack. I don't know what went on during the
weekend but I was kinda hurt when you said you got my messages and you
didn't reply. I felt like a loser. I understand that you feel that
you've been hurt too many times. I'm giving you that chance to not be
hurt anymore. I'm not saying I'll be perfect. I'm just saying that I
love you so much that I could take risking all the "fun" that I'm
suppose to have in college just to know that when I come back home we
could kick it. Kick it hard! Remember when we used to kick it hard? One
day I just started laughing. Just out of the blue. My mom looked at me
funny and said you just had the biggest smile on your face. I was
thinking about when we used to chill. I wish you were there so we could
make it an inside joke and she would think we were crazy together...lol.
Speaking of that, I had a dream that we were at this pool party and we
completely fell in love again. I guess when I'm awake I can control not
thinking about you (lie). But I dream about you all the time. I don't
know, I've got a new insight on how I feel and I wanna be with you
forever. I don't wanna beat around the bush anymore. I miss you so much
and I just can't seem to let it go. Tell me if you feel the same. Just
say something, that's all I want and this time maybe I will accept your
rejection. You're my everything and its stupid to go around and act like
I'm feeling these girls still knowing the truth that, when I look at
them, I see you. I feel like its necessary to talk everyday 'cause I
could lose you but I don't think I would stress it anymore if its either
this or the other. No in-betweens. Please let me know, for real. All I
want to do is be with Danielle Ludlow not these other lame ass girls.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!