I don't know why she does it but I hope she's enjoying it. Either she knows that it's going to hurt her as a long-term result or she is using as a benefit. She's using it because she knows what she's doing when she does it.
It seems like when she's mad, I have to accept it and wait and when she's over it I'm suppose to act cool. When I'm mad, for the little fraction of time I'm mad, she has to get mad after. She can't just let me be mad. She has to retaliate with some sort of attitude or a behavior when she ignores me.
If I ignored her for being mad at me then there's a problem. I can't have my time to chill. All I did was listen to "See You In My Nightmares" and then I was over it. "Heartless" happened to come on and I wanted to enjoy it so I didn't turn. I was, in no way, shape, or form making any implications that she was heartless. So, I guess that's how she took it.
There's going to be a time when I'm like "ok, she's upset whatever" like she does me.
I still love that girl though. I just wanna be able to be mad and she not have to feel like she needs to match my anger. She's still number one, so you all can walk it out...
Peacin' Izzout!
I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In SideKick Mode!
(When I say that, that means I'm on my sidekick blogging. The usual "Delorean Style!" will happen when I'm on a computer.)
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