I've obviously been sweating her too much. I finally realized that like... 10 last night, I was like "wait, just wait, she'll come through", but I was still a little clingy. I talked to the big homies, Keila, Jas and Dreazy and they told me to chill. I'm chilling. They said give her some time to think, she can't think if I keep distracting her. BUT! What if she goes the other way? One of the homies said she wouldn't and I should just chill.
It's impossible for me to chill if I'm able to contact her. So... The digits have been excused from the celly until further notice. I actually started that last night, then she called, so it came back up. So, I have re-deleted and until I get that message that informs me that she's ready (it may never come, but hopefully it will) I will return to my Baybay (Danielle: Remember that? lol).
I can't go pass my call log and see her name and not call or see a text from her and not call, so I deleted all of those too. I can't wait forever though, I really can't. I wish I could, I want to, but I can't.
So for now I'm chilling, waiting almost patiently for the message. Don't worry, I'll give you your space, I won't run up 3 flights of stairs from the other side of the school for a hug...lol. It was pretty awkward, I just want to go back to the thing we loved so much and got hated on so much about, but I guess it's not the time.
Remember, even if in 10 years, you get the slightest urge to return to the whackest guy alive, I'll leave my wife (if I ever get married (I really don't want to get married now, if she's not the one (I'm kinda on my "Every Girl" swag (you heard the song...lol) now until she comes back)) for you. I will literally end my marriage to come back.
I'm so serious.
Peacin' Izzout!
I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
Delorean Style!
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