Tuesday, June 30, 2009

IDK

I really don't know what to say. I don't know if I'm taking it too far
again or if I'm right. This is very confusing. I've been hitting her up
but she hasn't been hittin' me back. Last time we talked we ended a good
note. We were all mushy and stuff but I don't know what's happened since
then. I'm so lost! I was worried about her but now that I know she's
okay, I started to feel extra stupid. I've been sending her a text a day
since Friday and I've received nothing. Is there something wrong. Even
if there is, she usually hits me back so this is why I'm so confused. I
miss her a lot. Maybe this is her way of telling me to leave her alone.
I'm not going to send her a messaging snapping or anything 'cause then
there would've been nothing wrong and then she would hate me again. I
just have bad luck with her. I just can't do anything right. Even with
all the "I love you's." Even if when I tell her she's the most amazing
girl in the world I love her more than I love my self (which I sent her
yesterday), I still can't get in good graces. Maybe I'm panicking and
I'm being paranoid. I'm really sorry if I hurt you, Babe. I really don't
know what I did. I couldn't send this in a message 'cause then I would
feel even more lame if she didn't hit me back. I'm lost, yo. I really
don't know what's going on anymore. Not even with my own life. I miss
her. I miss you, dude. I'll leave you alone if you want. You can't blame
me if I panic. Its not even that we haven't talked, its that she hasn't
hit me back and that sucks 'cause I don't know what I could have
possibly done to get this kind of treatment.
Peacin' Izzout!

I'm Marty McFlying Out!!!
In Sidekick Mode!

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